I feel for you with the loss of your brother. My son was 43 who died 2 years ago, and by what I hear from others I think he had reached the stage of not being able to pray for himself too. He loved God, but struggled with ‘Jesus’. I know it was Satan’s deceit and lies that confused him so much that he gave up on life. My Pastor helped me through this and convinced me to leave my son in God’s care, which I can see is the only thing to do. More important in my life is my love and relationship with Jesus my Christ, and reflect on what He did for me and others as said in the bible stories, because He first loved us from the ‘foundation of the world’.
Godbless today, Mrs A Stolz
Source: Daily Sabbath School Lessons